Is it bad if I feel overwhelmed because so many positive things are happening today, but I don't know how to properly feel happy about them?
People have been so complimentary today, incredibly kind and things have been going my way pretty much since I've gotten up this morning. And I feel like I should be over the moon, but I don't know how to be. If I feel, I feel overwhelmed. And if I try to calm myself down, I feel like it's all white noise. It's all blunted and it feels wrong. It feels wrong to not be ecstatic, elated, or at the very least grateful, that my day is going this well.
I wish every day was like this so that I didn't have to feel this obligation to nobody when it is.
